getting wet

we ussally dont talk about it. thats vauge. no one talks about it. its almost an unspoken rule. as if every one has had the same experince eenough times to know, it is never worth it.

Every one remembers something different. It was all the same, we know that. There are news footage, and articles posted, all in the first few days. It didnt take long for the world to unraviel.

There was death. More death then any one was ready for. Any one human.
Those who died that day were fortunate. They died with their their religion, their belifs, their world.

The timing is hard to placce. some say it happened all at once, otheres swear that it was slow, some even say it started somewhere. For me, i think it started years ago. It started the day I was born. Not that I'm significant in any way, just broken. It has been happening for centeries, jsut notfor every one, not all at once

I was alone, realitivly speaking. Alone in an appartmnt I didnt live in. nakd. stinging from scratches and bruesed. I wish I had taken that shower in stead of lingering in bed All of this would have been better had it started with a shower.